Start of a new week. And yeah. Monday Blues. Why? I don't know. Maybe the day? Maybe the atmosphere? ???

Had a nightmare last night.. It was the same one that I had before. Scary.

I was just walking along a path with all my family and friends. Talking, chatting, laughing like always. But gradually, the noise from the group got softer and softer. The number of people around me were getting lesser and lesser. It's like they just left me. Before I can decide on what to do, everybody is already gone. I am left alone in the dark, lonely path. I tried running down the path, looking for any familiar faces. But to no avail. Suddenly, I would start falling.. falling.. falling and when i hit the bottom, I would wake up.

What actually causes fear? Why is there fear in the world? Enlighten me? Is it true that everybody in the world would have fear in them?

If yes, then mine is probably fear of being left alone? Being lonely is sure gonna kill me.
What yours?

Just came back from central. And wow, thanks to my parents for giving me such a child-lookalike face, I actually got mistaken as the youngest child at home by like 99.5% of my parent's friends. Today for example, 2 people already. Just at central. "Eh? Your son no school ah?" "No ah. Holiday." "Oh, he sec 4 finish O level ah?" "No. He's already gonna be year 3 in Poly in April already." " OH! He's your eldest son ah? I thought he's your youngest. Haha." "zzzz." How can they even make that mistake. I'm like 19 this year, and my brother is like only 11 this year. How to make such mistake sia. 8 years difference leh. Do I really look that young? Or look so much like my brother? But people say my brother look more handsome leh. o.o?

Ahhh. Wth.

Gonna meet Kairos, Shobana and Agnes at Bedok interchange. Prepare stuff for the bbq later. Suppose to meet at 1. So I'm going off or I'll be late for sure and Shobana warned me about being late. (She knows me too well. Zzz)


-XJ.
Random}Licious-