I'm taking time off my stupid SIP report to blog nao. Because I really haven't got the mood to do it recently. But since I am already here, I might as well just do it. (Don't worry, I'm not taking it as a chore). I'm half-doing my report and half-blogging here.

If you had bothered to ask me or be concerned about me, you should have already known that last week was my last week of internship. 22nd was the last day, so Mango and I went around looking for stuff to get for the department people. We went on the 19th, after work. We got them all chocolates and sweets, since we couldn't decide what to get and we didn't know what they like. So something to eat should be alright I guess. We also gave them all a card each, giving our thanks to them for everything they have taught us.

5 months actually just went like that. It's almost half a year and in a blink of an eye, it's over already. I've seen Farah leaving, Siyu next, Azhar and Esther after that. Nao it's our turn to leave the company. I didn't really feel the sadness of leaving until it hit me after lunch on Friday. The morning was fine, it's like normal with everybody busy with their work and us with ours. Time seemed to also pass faster as I only remembered working and it was lunchtime.

We had to go to HR department to hand in the employee leaving form by 4pm, so it means we have to start preparing and asking our supervisors to sign by 3.30pm. Ouch. That really gave the punch to make me realize that I'm not gonna be here anymoar. I was sad!! Very sad!!

My supervisor asked me a few days before we left: "So what are the things you like and dislike about working here?" I gave my honest answer, about how the people around me are really nais. They always teach me whatever I don't know, take time to repeat again when I don't understand, forgive all my mistakes. Regarding dislikes, I only hate waking up so early in the morning. Because my house is so damn far.

After lunch, was present giving time. gave everybody our presents and went to get the leaving form signed and completed. By the time we got back to our desk, it was already 4.40pm. We took pictures, but I don't have it. I'll post it when Mango uploads on facebook and I kope them. And since I'm on this topic, I want to say THANK YOU again to ALL THE STAFF THERE. You all really made my attachment a memorable one! Thank you!! :)

Nao damn. Major Project and all the ridiculous deadlines are closing in on us at light speed. We got knocked back to earth, reverted back to students again. *Rush Rush Rush* Gross.

I went for my CMPB checkup yesterday. For those that don't know what's that, in short it's the army checkup thingy. Omg. It's so damn long lah. 5 hours. I spent 5 hours of my day there.
What a waste of time. Did a zillion tests and a full body checkup. Took my picture for my Army IC thingy too. Omg, the guy comb my hair, look like KUKU SIA. ZZZZ. I'll NEVER let anybody see that. Thankfully, it's over. Esp the blood test. Needles = AHHH!! Oh yeah, did I mention I was PES A? WTP? I'm that fit and I didn't know it. -.- Curses !

I am sick, I have flu. Been a week or 2 nao, I sound like some Alien from boin-boin land. Zzz, the stupid nose is giving me a hard time when I'm trying to sleep too. What the heck.


I think I am missing you too much, I mistake people as you nowadays. That totally makes me make me look like a retard. What the heck is wrong with myself. Zzz. )!*)($@%^@^(@%#%. I feel so dumb, but I just can't help it. I feel sorry for my pathetic self. Tsk.

I think I should really get back to doing my report, since it's deadline this Friday. So goodbye people, and remember. TAG!



Tag Replies:

-sherman: Are you sure what I'm referring to =/.


-Jessie: Wait for me to be free first luh. I have things to do.


-John: Hahah, what hugs. From you? Nahs. Some pretty girl can? Lol.


-meihui: I'm not lah.


-Ryan: Thanks Ryanny.




-XJ.
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It's just not fair. It's not fair. It's not fair. It'll never be.

Everything was going on fine for me. Since months ago. Why? Why? Why did that dumb finger of mine have to click on that link. Why?

That feeling that I lost is back again. It's hitting me harder than ever. I hate it. Absolute HATE it. Get away! This feeling of sourness. Jealousy? I think so? It seems like I was never alright to being with. I was never back to myself. I was just covering up, with my act.

The smiles that I had on my face. Were those real? I don't know. The laughs that I had, were they genuine? No idea either. Maybe they're part of my natural response. This is happening along with my MP. Great. Just great. Made things so much better.

People warned me this would happen. They warned me so long ago. I understand it would eventually happen. I KNOW it will definitely happen. But why is it affecting me so much now. I had foreseen that this would happen. So why? Somebody give me the answer so that I can cure myself.

I wish I could have just gone to sleep, and when I wake up, everything is just a dream. A wrenching experience that I had faced. Horrible indeed, but at least it was just a dream. It is not real. Yes wish. Wishes are never meant to be granted.

Burying myself in work is what I shall do. Maybe work would make me feel numbness and this feeling would just go away. As Quickly As Possible.


Tag replies:


-Liyana: Linked.


-sherman: It's alright.


-Jessie: Linked.


-Daniel: Okay.



-XJ.
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Been busy, so couldn't update the blog.. Blah, excuses. I'm just damn lazy. Lol.

Countdown to New Year was at Pasir Ris with NBA (No, not National Basketball Association). Had lots and lots of fun. Hahaha. I really don't know if the bbq-ed food was edible, but oh well. It tasted nice at least. So it doesn't matter lah. Hahaha.

Unhappy things happened as well, over the weekend and I think I should not brood over it. All I can say is that, what's past is past and let's look forward into the future since things already turn out like that.

With the start of the New Year, of course it sparks the start of a New School year for Secondary school people. Some of them shared their "1st day back in school" adventure. But I think I see nobody having fun. Hahah. But I still have to say, Good luck to all those who just started school! Work Hard in this New Year!!


I really don't have anything much to say already. So I'm going off. To bed. There's work tomorrow. So, good night people and Remember. TAG !!!



Tag replies:


-messboi: Hahah, Yeah. I had quite a bit of fun ;D


-Melody: Hello Melody, erm.. The blackmail, I don't know. Ask Sherman/YS. Btw, linked.


-Sho: Yes yes, ask him ask him. Lol.


-Jessie: Tagged back! And you also cute luh. No address how to link ah? -.-


-Dan: Hahaha. No problem, you want Sakura? Dress as a girl luh. HAHAH.


-Brannon: Yeah, I remember who you're. Who can forget anywayy. Hahah. I'm doing fine and Happy New Year to you too !



-XJ.
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