Saturday, April 18, 2009
it draws closer.. 9:58 PM
The day of school reopening draws closer as I type each letter on this post. This is the last weekend I'm gonna have as a year 2 student and of my holidays. Time sure flies. I was just overjoyed with the start of the holidays, and school is gonna start in 2 days already? Come to think of it, I remember 2 years ago I was still panicking over how to dress, what to bring for the start of school. I'm actually going to start my final year at Temasek Poly, whoa right. Ahhh. Whatever.
I'm quite confused over what I'm feeling now actually. Excited, sian-ed, happy, sad.. Hmm.
Excited because I'm gonna have new classmates and new batch of year 1s coming in.
Sian-ed because I need to look at notes and mug again.
Happy because I can see my friends again.
Sad because the end of my holidays is drawing near...
Hahaha.. Hmmm.
Emotions are such fascinating things right.
They make you smile, they make you frown.
They make you cry, and they can also make you go "wow!"
My great-grandmother is still in the hospital. She can be discharged already, but she has no place to return to. This is because her good-for-nothing useless son (sadly, my great-uncle) ill treated her so much that she doesn't want to go back living with him.
There is a high possibility that this fall my great-grandmother had is caused by his girlfriend. Yes girlfriend, XJ didn't type wrongly. Wth, girlfriend at this age? Does he think he's 21?
What is worse? He said: "She is old already, ask doctor give her injection and let her die lah."
WHAT THE FUCK is that? Why not I give you the injection and let you die? Tsk. Asshole. I swear I'm gonna give him a punch. His so called "girlfriend" is no where better.
"Why is she so stubbon. Just die already."
Eh. Whoever you are, you're in no position to say that. Not when I'm still alive bitch. I'm wishing very hard for my great-grandmother to outlive you. You're just a money-minded woman eyeing for the unfilial man's money (not like he has any to begin with.) So get lost already and leave my great-grandmother alone. Do not let me see you or I will make sure I wash your mouth with soap bitch.
I'm having a headache. A very bad one to be exact. Pre-school opening syndrome? Maybe eh? I don't know leh. Hope it gets better before school starts..
*Countdown to school reopening: 2 days.*
-XJ.