I'm damn sleepy now. I am having a bad headache as well.

I can't sleep, because I still have research for GMP project to do. I don't know how many times I have yawned while doing research and sources seemed so hard to find.

My eyes are going to close already.

Come to think of it,

Why diseases exist?

If they don't, people can live longer.
If they don't, people won't have to die of them.
If they don't, doctors would not be a profession.
If they don't, SARS Bird Flu Swine flu would not exist also.
If they don't, I would not have to study manufacturing of drugs.
If they don't, I would not have to do ridiculous projects asking me to find 1001 drugs.

However..

If they don't, what am I going to study?
If they don't, what are the doctors gonna become?
If they don't, how would people know that plants have healing properties?
If they don't, who would have discovered bacteria/virus?

So.. are diseases good or bad? I don't know. What do you think? I'm tired. This feels like a joke to me. I am at my limits. Where is the remover for my limits so that I will survive? I think I am falling sick soon. I feel very... sickish. Zzz.

-XJ.

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Okay. I'm really very tired. I slept at 3am and woke at 9am to do projects. I seriously hope I can finish it soon so that I can take a nap.

Come to think of it, today is the 3rd of May. This means that in another day, my parents will be back from Hong Kong. This few days have been free from nagging, scolding and whining but still, them being around feels much safer. Haha.

I sure hope they're fine. There has been a reported incident of swine flu in Hong Kong and the whole hotel has been quarantined. Hopefully they're not staying at the quarantined hotel. I wish they remembered to bring presents. Hahaha!!

I am still not very well.. The headache subsided after sleeping but I am still coughing frequently. In addition, I'm hungry. I think I shall go cook maggie noodles later. Sure wished my dad was around to drive me out to have lunch instead of having maggie noodles. -.-

My grandmother came over to my house today. She has been "tasked" by my mom to come and take care of us. But apparently, we're old enough to take care of ourselves already so I don't see the point asking my grandmother to take care of us. Maybe this puts my mom's mind at ease. So let her be then.

I am super tired! Why can't 1 day have 48 hours? Then i shall sleep for 24!! *Yawns*

-XJ.
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