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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
giving up? 11:30 PM

I am only 19 this year and I am already bored. Life is boring. Even the holidays. Doing the same thing over again and again for years, just for survival? Don't really see the point there.

I am tired. Very tired. Unless a meteorite hits my head and let me find the point. I think I am better off sleeping forever. I just hate the feeling of waking up in the morning, I need to sleep more.

Sleeping early is not going to work for me. Insomnia is not helping me with sleeping early to not being tired. It is getting worse recently. I can go on my bed at like 11pm and only fall asleep at 1.30 or 2am. I don't even know how I actually pass the time like this. I don't know what is causing it either. Lol, call myself a biomedical science student.

Talking about being a science student, are science students really that cocky? Do they all think that they are just so smart that everybody else is nothing? Something happened in school recently that made me think about this.
I was at the business school canteen, having my long-awaited lunch. While eating, there was these bunch of "science" students sitting beside my table. They were making quite a bit of noise, to the extend of it being irritating. I KINDLY asked them to quieten down so that they won't cause a nuisance to the other people and me. They gave me the cocky face and addressed me "A lame business school" student. The point was not that, but it was the cocky face that pissed me off. They thought they were super smart, being science students and start calling me with microorganism names (How childish can kids get nowadays?). One even tried to act smart, calling me "Pseudo Aerunosa". Pissed, I said it in his face : "I am pretty sure that Dr Alex Lee said it was "Pseudomonas Aeruginosa" when he taught me 2 years ago as a year 1 student." With that, the people around started laughing at the lame name of "Pseudo Aerunosa". Tsk. This would teach people not to judge people by looks and never be a damn showoff. I know I look like a year 1 but come on, when I was walking they weren't even borned. Zzz.

Been the same this few days. Going to school in the morning for GMP project, which is getting on my nerves. It is so difficult, and it has the lowest weightage out of all my subjects this semester.

The most I can look forward to for this week would be catching Monsters Vs Aliens with Sherman and the rest of the people this Friday night. Hope we get good seats. Apart from that. Nothing much is really happening for the last week of my school holidays. Maybe I can start wishing that something fun or entertains me happen within these few days? Just for me to enjoy the last of my not-so-fun holidays.

-XJ.

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