Life is not fair isn't it? That is what people always say. Unfortunately, they are right. I just hate it when people are right!!

Back last time where I had a straightforward nature, speaking my mind, saying anything and everything openly, people didn't like me. Due to my attitude, people tend to stay away from me to prevent getting shot by me. I had not many true friends who are willing to help me when I am in need.

I came to know that my straightforward attitude actually hurts others, despite me meaning no harm. I decided to tone down a lot, and tried to keep "hurtful" things inside me and not say them out.

I have toned down, becoming a more peace-loving person. TOO peace-loving in fact. Because I take things less seriously, people are starting to climb over my head. Trying to gang up on me? Come on people, think again. I just wanted to avoid friction. I always trying to accommodate everything and you all are getting worse and worse. Thank god that I have a very high tolerance level, or you would have died, given my temper. This has made me not in a very good mood recently. What a way god tries to perk you up eh? Through things that makes you feel worse.

However, as a blessing as disguise, I finally see who my true friends are. People who actually care and get angry when such things happen to me. I realized I have quite a number of true friends now. Thanks people! You all know who you all are, people of Wednesday. Haha.

This is the start of the first week of school and nothing has been going well. Lectures are still excruciatingly boring, and I am doing my best to listen and not fall asleep. Tomorrow is even more jialat. 6 hours of LAB!! Same Subject!! OMG. I am trying to rush the pre-lab now as well. Argh. Gross.

As a matter of fact, Primary/Secondary/JCs are all starting school next week already. June holidays are over and now they have to look forward to September holidays now. Good luck people!!


-XJ.
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