Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Change of heart.. 10:20 PM
I solemnly swear that School is out to make my life more torturous.
However,
I still enjoy being in it.
It is coming to the end of the semester. When I actually go and count the number of days I have left of studying in school, I suddenly have this feeling of not wanting it to end. It is ironic isn't it? There I was, complaining and complaining about how school sucks and all, how projects is draining my soul out. Then here I am, missing school already.
I feel very reluctant of moving on, not going be to sitting in the lecture hall with my friends and looking at notes. SIP doesn't seem so interesting all of a sudden. Actually, I feel that I am nuts talking about this, but I don't want to graduate. I want to be with my friends. They're the ones that help me when I'm down, showing me the way to standing back up again, caring for me when I am sick and for that I am really thankful.
This is always the case, people only miss something when they actually lose it where they should have cherished it from the start. But is it the same for her? Am I really going to miss her when she's finally gone? Will I be able to make her disappear from my head? Only time will tell.
I need to get back to focus. Schoolwork is at hand, grades are on the line. Moving on is always hard but that is how we seriously grow..
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