I'm so sorry for not blogging at all and making this place kinda haunted. I really don't have enough time to do this. I have other things to write, like my SIP logbook and I need to sleep.

I don't think much people read anyway, maybe apart from the few that helps to keep my tagboard lively. Thanks people, this is for you. Hahaaa.

Nothing much have been going on lately, since on weekdays I'm on attachment. I do go out on weekends though. I just go out with whoever asks me first. I think I went to watch the Michael Jackson movie with.. Sherms, ys, qw, dan, brad and jessie last Sunday. I find it quite cool, since it's like watching a "backstage" concert where all the rehearsals are done and all the tricks and cool stuff are revealed to you. I'm just sad that MJ didn't perform "Dangerous" because I think it's nice. Hahaa.

With the Yo-yo craze still going-on currently, my Dad got my little brother a new Yo-yo for a birthday present. And out of random-ness, my Dad got me one as well. Don't ask me why, I didn't ask him to get it for me. But since he already bought it, I thought I shouldn't waste his money. I should go practice it again. Hahahaa. Been 6 years since I played the old-school toy and my, it is a torture alright. I get the Yo-yo to shoot straight into my finger while doing string tricks and often it hits my face also. If I go into the hospital, I think you guys know what happen. Haha.

I lack sleep. I really can't adapt to waking up at 5.30/6am in the morning. The dark circles under my eyes are so obvious. I need concealers. Lol.

I am tired.
I don't know what's happening to me.
I thought I got over you.
I thought it is a new start for me.
But no, I was wrong.

I came to realise how sad you actually are.
I find myself so dumb for not noticing it earlier.
After knowing, many different emotions hit me.
I don't know what it is.
Time seems to past slower.
I can't hear what people are saying.
I can feel that I'm radiating heat.
I don't know how.

I became mood-less after that.
Mango asked me why I became like that all of a sudden.
I can't answer her.
You tired ah? Is all she said.
All I could do, is just nod my head.

I hate to be like this.
I wish I would forget.
I wish I could rid myself of emotions.
Then I be able to finally say "The End".



It's a Secret.


Tag Replies:

-Bradley: I think Lion is cooler. Hahaa.


-Daniel: Lol, yeah dan. I inspire to be a "Loctor".


-sherman: Lols. Are we having Singlish class here sherms?


-ron: Hahaa, I thought you crazy over Maximum Tune now?


-Liling: Yeah. I did what.


-Yani: Yes minster of.. what again. Hahaha!




-XJ.
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